03Feb10

I will update at twitter !! this phrase ’stupid people with stupid thoughts , queen with queen attitude ‘


18Jan10

Yo man , i here to blog again . Hahahahaha . Actually school are just fine . But i very worried about my health problems . Everytime i move i felt that my heart really hurts !! very PAIN !! O dear , is it because i ate too much unhealthy food ?

Anyway going to talk to my spiritually walk with God , He is so faithful in my studies ! But i think that there is a distance between Him . Will carry on to have more faith . Bye guys ! Still got homework undone !!


07Jan10

Wow man , lots of things had happened . Rather sad , hais .. Dont understand why i always pray feeling for her to go away , it just won’t happen . The more i want to talk to her , the more i scare she will reject . Tried smsing her , but just dont reply ..

Secondly , just felt believer and unbeliever have a great difference . Can’t betray myself to change with them . How a person can stand a hypocrite if they know that the person is a hypocrite ? Cant understand this part ..

My personal condition is getting worst . I just walked a few storey , my heart pump tremendously fast . Felt scare , cause during my holiday ate tons of unhealthy food . Now my heart still pump very fast. Anyway i guess my faith has trembled so many things happened , hais confident rate also lowered . Not much to say , Update soon ! Bye , anyway happy birthday millicent on this sat 9 jan ! ..


30Dec09

Recalled last time i asked melanie what is most difficult problem that affect tremendously in your life ? She answered it is to ‘ forgive and forget ‘

At that point i told her , ‘ actually it is easy , just dont care ‘ But now I felt it is difficult , especially those who hurt u that is close to you .


28Dec09

Tear just kept on rolling down when i pray last night . How could i hurt the one who i love since begining ? Let there be only hardship in my life .


Dreams !

27Dec09

Pastor kong always said “dream something big ” This few weeks in my heart , Sensed that i need to be BOLD . I always dream that in the future i going to make something big , but there will be alot of hypocrites . Wow this dream is wonderful man . What i want is to bring the most glory to God .

Last time i really care what people think about me , but now .. Haha , who care when people scold me or curse me ? I will just bless those who curse me .

The greatest to me is whether still i can praise the Lord if there are much problem i facing . Hahaha ..


Yo guys i am back :) hahah , did not update quite a while . Let me tell you about last week . Last tue , wed and thur went to prayer meeting . Friday went cg meeting and sat service. But here must really say sorry to SHEILA !! Cause could not attend her birthday ! Sorry sheila . You really been very nice to me when i just came church ..

Anyway today i felt disturbed . Cause today my part time cleaner went to my house . Every monday she will come . But today because i need to go out . My mum asked my part time cleaner to go home early but i just dont know why my father scolded her for this reason . They quarrel because of me . Hais . I guess my mum also now very sad cause just now she was scolding her friend as she owe my mum quite a large sum of money . I heard from her that her friend has the money but dont want to repay back . So bullshit man .

Haha anyway going to great this few weeks . Lots of events coming up . Hahaha going to be great !! hooooooo .. So late le , signing off :) !


Wow , yesterday when i was reading the bible , Sudddenly some question pop out of my mind . That make me really wonder .
1) Yes indeed i have faith , but do i have mercy on those people who need help ?

(2) Ya i am a christian , but did i be more like christ or getting worst ?

(3) If a person talk bad things behind of me , will i confront with him / her or seek God first ?

(4)Am i willing to suffer with chirst when there is circumstances ?  

(5) Will i humble myself and help others with all my heart ?

(6) Even when a person scold in front of me what reaction will i give him or her ? a smiling face or a angry face ?

Nowdays really concentrating on God i notice one key thing that i want to tell you guys . That was GOSSIP . In the bible it warn us that gossip is the key to spoilt friendship and relationship . In my life i heard lots of gossip here and there . No offence ! . But guys if u want a friendship or relationship that cant be broken , u guys must avoid gossip . Really !!


Yea just went midnight jogging again . Really great . Something hilarious happen when i was jogging . Haha .. It feel really great using my holiday wisely . One phrase really impact me , fool will wait for miracles .

Ok nowdays i really trying to pray for an hour . Really trying . Prayer is really a key points for my spiritually life . Anyway since primary two my parent had been recieving calls from my teacher for talking in class consistently till secondary two my teacher stop calling . i had been talkative for 7 years , i dont think spent one hour praying is a problem . Haha

I been addicted watching Man Vs Wild and Deadliest catch . This two show were really great . Worth watching .. Haha shall end here , bye guys :) ( Never to judge others )